Wow, December is here......

I guess the "long" weekend came and went....

Thanksgiving was extremely quiet -- just dinner & watching DVD's (and sleep) were all the highlight of my Thanksgiving holiday.  Nothing special.  I didn't cross over the bridge to my visit my friends & neighbors in Rego Park since I haven't had time to spend with my family. 

Fri. morning went shopping for a bit -- the crowds were heavy, but not crazy.  Cleaned my apartment for awhile before heading out to church our thanksgiving fellowship dinner (unfortunately my mom couldn't come).... though I did hear a very touching & personal testimony from my friend, JC.  She led the whole section with grace and composure.  I almost cried (even though I've heard the story already -- and her small testimony when she was in my small group).  I hugged her after the program before eating dinner -- since I really was touched & wanted to show my support to her.  She's a cancer survivor, and lives to tell her testimony in front of other family members.  Her stamina and strength in God has shown her maturity.  And I really admire that......

I remember in 2001 when I had to go through my first surgical procedure -- I felt the same way.  I'm thinking what if I didn't find out about my health situation.  What if bad cells were grown to become cancerous?  When I first received this news, I was calm and scheduled to have surgery done right away.  I didn't want to wait, and I was afraid my parents would not take the news.  I eventually told my parents (with tears), and they told me to just go along with the flow.  I had to go through an hour surgical procedure to get rid of bad cells from my body (luckily it wasn't cancerous).  Without prayer and faith in God, I don't think I would be here sitting in front of my computer typing.  I remember telling my small testimony in front of others -- and I don't think I had that kind of composure like JC had that night.  Tears continued to stream down my swollen & tired eyes when I told others what I had to go through.... and thankfully hugs/encouragement came afterward from fellow brothers and sisters.  Anyhow, I feel thankful that I have good health (and need to take care of my body more).....

Saturday I woke up to go to Target & Best Buy.... actually I went on Black Friday, but the crowds were intolerable.  I didn't do too bad in terms of shopping, and kept my spending under $300 (not too bad).  Included in my shopping were: a 61-key keyboard, my Passport Elite backup drive, and some miscellaneous items.   I can't wait to start practicing my piano skills (though I don't know if I can start with all the church meetings & choir practices).  I also started inputting new items into the fellowship website (will still need to do some follow up in terms of transferring to the domain).  *sigh*

My aunts & uncle came over to the apartment today to have a few hours of playing mahjong -- it's been awhile since they last come over to my apartment.  They stayed over for dinner.  After dinner, I was finishing watching another serial -- and somehow I was just moved (actually touched) by the serial's ending .... I guess it just hit me with the theme of family & treasuring the people who mean the most.

Today, I haven't stopped -- went to prayer meeting then went to service.... then had a quick lunch before attending winter conference meeting...... then went to practice for  Christmas choir..... afterward, practiced for the worship team for 12/18 fellowship program.  My wheels have not stopped moving as I got on the van (and we were stuck in major traffic).  Amazingly, I was able to keep up w/ my composure & not be too crazy. 

Now, I'm in the process of doing laundry, prepping for dinner and just taking it all in to rest -- before I start a busy week ahead tomorrow.  I had second thoughts of skipping work -- but I don't think I will do so.  It's almost a month that I actually "survived" at my position.  I don't want to give the bad impression.... but I'm really very tired. 

Rambling about my weekend, -- if you've been following my blogs --- I think I've exhausted you the reader..... so, please continue to keep me in prayers.  My time management, my vocal health and the forthcoming agendas that lie ahead of me -- are the top priority.  The "garbage" that still sits in my mind is still there ---- but I really hope that it will be thrown out really soon.  I'm extremely tired of thinking of the garbage which I haven't been able to filter out my mind.  Maybe, it's the true reality which I can't accept.  Oh well, it remains to be seen (and probably heard).  I'm still hoping that the "garbage" doesn't become like a cancer --- eating away my individual self.

And with that, I'll end it here.  Ramble some later.  Peace.

It's that time of year again to really reflect and give thanks to my family & friends for their continued support this past year. 

Thank God for his Providence during the very short hiatus period when I was laid off from my previous job.  Praise the Lord for letting me learn new things in my new job.  Today we had a little luncheon feast (thanks to some caterer who we do business for with clients)..... it was delicious.  The pumpkin cheesecake was unique (though quite fattening).  Wow!  I can't imagine what it will be like the weeks coming toward Christmas.    It was quite busy for me today as I tried to do the billings for the month.  Next week, I continue the same task along with some training.... hopefully, I can manage to handle the tasks that are forthcoming.

Praise God for giving good health & harmony for my family.  Even though we have our little moments (where nagging and some turmoil), I'm just thankful that we are at peace.  I still continue to pray for my family's salvation and giving thanks that they remain healthy and harmonious.

I'm so blessed to have my sisters last night during our weekly prayer meeting -- as usual we shared our joys and challenges we are facing (unfortunately, we ended really late)..... but I do hope to celebrate with my sister posse really soon (I owed them a dinner since I found my current job).

Thank God to the many friends who continue to care & support me in prayers.  I'm so blessed to those who continually encourage & keep me on my toes.  You all "rock" -- and I'm grateful for your encouragements and gestures. 

I thank God for His Providence in my church serving --  it's very overwhelming & challenging dealing the many "hats" in my serving direction.  I pray for patience and care in letting me deal with different people..... there are moments where I wished I would leave everything and move on....... but God always has a little voice inside me telling me to be patient.  I thank Him for giving me a chance to serve others.... and ask for forgiveness by those whom I've been harsh or impatient. 

I will be preparing for a small family gathering -- and resting tomorrow (hopefully gain some lost sleep these past several weeks.... though I know it can't be gained).  I also continue to pray that my mom will attend Friday's fellowship dinner celebration.  Also looking forward to go ice skating in three weeks (12/12) with others -- hopefully more brothers and sisters will participate & join the fun as we skate & enjoy the holidays forthcoming.  Praying for good & sunny weather -- and of course, fellowship with my fellows at the Pond.

Happy Thanksgiving to all of YOU out there --  Enjoy!  Hope you all don't eat too much turkey!? 


Take a moment to give thanks to those you treasure & count those blessings.  Peace!